This really happen to me a very long time ago. I have told very few people what happened to me but feel I can now write about it. I been ashamed for years!

I’ll try my best to describe what happened the way I remember it has a fourteen year girl. This took place a very long time ago, but I remember it in detail, and will never forget it.
This happened in a different country at the time. I now live in the United States. My Father left my Mother when I was a baby. Myself and my sister were raised by my single Mother. We were very poor and my Mother was continuly trying to provide for us. Somehow she always managed to make ends meet.
In the country I grew up in if a girl had sex or was raped it was always the girls fault no matter how it happened. I know that sounds unbelievable but it was a very long time ago and that’s the way it was in my country. Almost always it was kept quiet so the girls family would not be shamed by a scandal.
I’ll try to describe myself the best I can when this happened. I had just turned fourteen the week before this happened. I knew pretty much about sex because of some older girl friends always keep talking about it, but I had zero experience. I guess I was very naive at the time and very late developing compared to other girls my age. I never even kissed a boy I was extremely bashful. I had really black shinning hair that was kept short, and weighed maybe seventy pounds or so. I remember I just got a training bra it was a 28a. I still had a almost a straight appearance to my hips that were just starting to get a little curve to them. My breast’s were barely past buds and my nipples were inverted like little slits. I just had started getting a little pubic hair. It was very sparse like less than maybe 8 or so long shiny black hairs in a little line. I was extremely self conscious about my body at this time. I just menustruated for my second time about two weeks before this happened to me.
A older boy that I was good freinds with would lots of times walk with me when I was sent on errands for my Mother. His family was very poor and nobody at that time had there own car. One day we were both walking to a store to get some things for our Mother’s. I keep thinking and telling him how nice it would be if we could get some candy and treats for ourselves. We very rarely were able to get any treats because of our severe financial problems. He told me he new a very old man that had lots of money, and if we went to see him that there was no doubt he would be good to us. He said that he was a retired military and a American that was rich by our standards. I asked how old he was. He told me he was seventy six. He said that it would be nice if I went with him to see him the next day. I was very interested and we made plans to meet the next day. I look back at it and should have known I was being manipulated and set up I was just so naive at the time.
The next day we meet up and were walking to see this old man. My freind told me to be real nice to him and he new that he was going to give me some money before I left. I stared to get a little nervous at this point something just didn’t seem right. When we got to his apartment he came to the door and invited us in. He was very old and grey with a medium built and bald. He keep saying how pretty I was and looking at me weird. It was giving me the creeps. He had so many nice things and even a tv. None of our freinds had a tv. We watched television for awhile and had popcorn and soda. That was a real treat for me. He told my freind he could leave and told him he done a very good job while giving him some money. I got up to leave with him and they both told me I would be staying there with him. He let my freind out and then locked the door behind him. I was really getting scared at this point. The old man told me he been looking for a beautiful young girl to have at the right time and I was perfect. He said that he didn’t want to hurt me and I better be good or he would . I knew at this time exactly what he wanted it was like time was frozen. I was terrified knowing he was going to try and have intercourse with me. He stared asking me questions. First he asked me if I ever let boys feel me up or anything. Nervously I told him no never I was only fourteen. That seemed to really excite him alot. Then he asked if I started having my periods yet. I was just sitting there scared and numb. When I didn’t answer him he got very angry and said I better answer him or he was going to hurt me. I managed to say I did twice. Then he wanted to know how long it been since my last period. I was thinking why did he want to no this??? I guess I was taking to long to answer he was getting mad at me again. I finally said it’s been awhile. Then said like how long ago. God I was so scared. I finally said about two weeks ago. Then he just thought a bit and said it’s going to be close. I wasn’t sure at this point what he meant so I asked him why he was so interested when I had my periods. What he said next really frightened me. It like excited him seeing me so nervous and scared. That’s when said he wasn’t going to waste my cherry wearing a rubber, and he was going to get me unprotected bareback. Then he went on to say he didn’t even no the last time he came and his balls were so loaded up they were sore. He told me I better pray to god that I wasn’t fertile. I knew exactly what he wanted to do at this point I was so scared I was trembling and I felt myself pee a little bit in my underwear. Then he told to get up and go in the bedroom. When I didn’t move he grabbed me by my arm and dragged me into his bedroom. I started to fight him but I was so small it didn’t even faze him. He said again that if I kept it up he was going to hurt me, and I could make all the noise I wanted no body would here me anyways. At this point I was really terrified and stopped fighting. He told me to take off my dress and get naked. I slowly let my dress fall down to the floor. I was standing there in my training bra and underwear shaking. Then he said I am only going to tell you once to take that little bra off now. With shaking hands I undid it, and tried cover my breast when it came off. That’s when he pushed me down on my back on the bed. He pulled my arms back so my breast were totally exposed. He was all over me sucking on my slits for nipples while squeezing the other breast really hard. He keep sucking on my nipples and then started smelling and licking my arm pits. Then all off a sudden before I even realized it he pulled my underwear off I was now completely naked with this old man staring at my body. No one except my Mother seen me naked. I felt so exposed and vulnerable. He then said my little pussy looked so cute with the little bite of hair on it, and his big old cock was going to really enjoy it. He then forced my legs apart really hard so my knees were pulled back when I keep trying to close them he said keep your fucking legs spread or your going to get hurt really bad. I was crying and so scared I just let them fall open. Then he rubbed a finger up and down my crack and tried sliding it in me but there was something stopping it from going in. I keep moving because it hurt every time he attempted to push it in. That really seemed to make him more excited then ever. He then got up and took off his shirt, shoes, and socks. At this point he still had his pants on and I could clearly see a huge bulge in his pants. It looked like a log or something sticking sideways. I started crying again and I was begging him not to do this. He told me to shut the fuck up and he was going to bust my cherry no matter what. He grabbed a pillow and told me to lift my butt up when I did what he told me he shoved it under my rear end. Then he pulled my legs apart again and told me to hold fucking still. There I was totally exposed legs spread wide open with my vagina up in the air. I was petrified on what he was going to do next. He said he wanted to see what my cherry looked liked. I really didn’t understand what that meant. He used to fingers to spread my crack open, and just looked at my vagina. He started breathing real hard and talking real shaky. I heard him say nice intact cherry and my membrane was very thick. I had no idea what he meant by that. He layed down on the bed so his face was between my legs the whole time it was so gross what he was doing to me. Then he said nothing makes a guy harder then eating out a virgin. He had two fingers pushing down on my little mound and stared licking up and down my little slit. Then he keep trying to work the tip of his tongue inside of my little vagina. I kept trying to pull back so it wouldn’t go in. I though it was really gross. He then had one hand pressing down on my tummy and the other one on my mound holding me down so I couldn’t move. His tongue just seemed to be able to barely get in and it was blocked by something. I didn’t realize it at the time but he was licking my virginal membrane for what was at least a half hour or more. I felt raw between my legs from being licked on for so long. When he got done he looked between my legs and said my little pussy looked so beautiful all swelled up and it was time for him to break me in. I knew what he was going to do. I was so scared I was crying and I peed a little again. That seemed to excite him even more than ever! I never seen a boys penis before let alone a old mans. Then he took his pants off. When he removed his underwear I got the shock of life. He was fully erect and it was so huge. I’ll never forget what it looked like it was monstrous! It was a good 9″ long and fatter then my arm with like a big long curve in it. It was as big or bigger than a cucumber. It looked very white and veiny the end of it I guess you call it the head or glands was a deep shiny purple color that looked like a big cap or helmet with thick white stuff leaking out of it. His testicles were huge they looked like two really big swellin up eggs. They actually looked painful they were so swelled up. It just looked so out of proportion it was very scary and angry looking. At that time i didn’t know he wasn’t circumcised his erection was so hard the skin was pulled all the way back exposing the glands completely. When he got between my legs and was getting ready to mount me I was begging him not to hurt me. I cannot explain how scared I was. There was no way that big old bare penis was going to get in my little pubescent vagina. All he said was this is going to be difficult if you know what’s good for you keep your little legs spread as wide as you can get them . “You better give me all the room you can!” He lowered himself down on me. At first he was rubbing the length of it up and down my little almost hair less mound. It was so huge that big purple head was going past my belly button almost to my chest leaking sperm. I was so frightened I really stared peeing all over his testicles it didn’t even faze him. Then he reached down and was trying to hold my little slit open while trying to push that big purple head in me. I keep screaming for him to stop it hurt so bad. I keep moving my butt all over the place when he was trying to get in. It was just way out of proportion for my little vagina. He attempted to get in me several times but I kept moving all over the place. I was even trying to squeeze my legs against his hips in a attempt to stop from being penatrated but I was to small and that old man was not giving up. Finally he laid down on me with all his weight pinning me in place. He again pulled my slit open and started pushing that big purple glands in me. I felt my little slit trying to stretch around it the pain was very intense. It hurt so bad I tried screaming but all I was making was a gurgling sound. It started to go in a little but was blocked by something. He pulled back a little then started pushing it in more harder. It was very painful. Then he got very mad and I heard him swear. He said God dammit and he pulled back a little and grabbed my hips with both hands. Then came the next forward thurst this time it was much more vicious then the other attempts. I was still making gurgling noise it hurt so bad. The head started going in my little slit it was getting streched around that big old purple head I could feel the membrane around my little opening start to tear then it was a ripping burning feeling the glands went in like in a jerk when it broke thru the membrane. It hurt so bad I arched up lifting us both up in the air. I don’t how he kept the head in me I was all over the place. He kept pulling back then thrusting forward working more of it up inside of me. It so bad I actually blacked out a few times from the intense pain. Every time he worked more of it up me my legs were up in the air kicking all over the place. After about ten minutes or so he had his big old bare penis about half way inside me. At this point I was screaming and really kicking all over the place the pain was very intense. I must have blacked out again when I came out of it he was pulling almost all of out then running it almost all the way up. He started doing it really fast and hard I was screaming at this point. Then came the worse part of him raping me. He pulled all the back out then with one powerful thrust he buried that huge penis all the way up inside me
When I finally got home I don’t know how my Mother knew someone got me but she did. Probably the way I was trying walk. She was furious at me. When she finally got me to tell her what happened I though she was going to hit me she was so mad. She kept screaming at me how I could let something like that happen. She said it was all my fault and nobody better find out what happened. She did not want a scandal. Never even asked who the old man was that got me it was my fault. She even took my five dollars. The only thing she was concerned about if I was going to have a baby and a little about the severe pain I was in. Mainly worried about a scandal I guess.
She new a old lady that was I think like a mid wife she trusted. She didn’t charge much and had a small clinic. She immediately brought me to her for a examination to see if something could be done in case I was impregnated. This old lady was very crude and callous to say the least. The examination was very embarrassing and degrading. My Mother watched the whole examination. She told my Mother maybe because of the man’s advanced age his sperm might not be active but she would find out shortly. She then had me take off my underwear and lay down on a examination table. She put my feet in these stirrup things and then positioned them so my legs were spread wide open and my feet up in the air. When she looked between my legs she told my Mother the old man that got must have had a very huge penis the way my vagina was streched. My Mother than looked and she was in disbelief. She than told and showed my Mother how my clitoris was still pulled all the way out of its hood. Didn’t really know what that was at the time. She then put on some gloves and separated my slit a little. At this time she told my Mother there was no doubt my hymen was ruptured and severely ripped in multiple areas and again my Mother looked in shock. She keep asking her if I could be pregnant. Then she told me to relax and pushed a finger up inside of me. It really hurt when she was moving it around inside of me. She and my Mother kept telling me to hold still. When she pulled her finger out it was covered in thick bloody sperm. She then wiped it on a piece of glass and put it under a microscope. She then looked through the microscope at for a while. When she was done she said the results we’re not good, and said the old man who got me had highly active motile sperm. What ever that meant. She then told my Mother that my cervix was bruised because of his size. It appeared to her I was ovulating and the mouth of my cervix was in the wide open position. She went on to say a complete ejaculation occurred at full penatration and that the mouth of my cervix and vagina tract was completely covered in sperm. It was in her opinion that the old man really got me good and more than likely impregnated me. She said she would flush me out and hope for the best. I was brought to a bathroom and told to squat over the toilet. She put this nozzle thing in me with a bulb on it. When she squeezed the bulb I could feel water spraying inside me. Globes of thick bloody sperm ran out. Her and my Mother could not believe the amount of sperm there was inside of me.
Two months went by no period that old man impregnated me. When I started to show at three months my Mother arranged for me to stay with my Aunt in another city so there wouldn’t be a scandal. I was still only fourteen years old when I gave birth to a 76 year old man’s baby. It was a little baby girl who I barely got to see before she was taken away. I just wonder how many girls that old man has taken advantage of!!! It felt good to finally freely talk about my ordeal.

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