This is the true story of my life. My sexual adventures and the secrets no one knew about. I tried to be a good wife but I just couldn’t control myself.
Let me start by giving you a little background about myself some of the things that I did and do my sound strange or weird but to me it is what makes me feel feminine and yes sexy i love to show it now and well these things do it for me let me explain. I was born and raised in a rural area and well I was definitely different from most of my friends. I blossomed into a woman and mother nature blessed me like the other ladies in my family and I was a member of the big boobs club. I started getting attention because of it and well at first i was a little embarrassed about it but after awhile I started to like that I could turn heads and well other things. I started to enjoy it and well I crave it. I have to admit I started watching the older ladies around me and the older girls and I noticed what they were wearing and doing that made the guys pay attention to them and well I started doing it. I started smoking and dressing a little edgy but not really bad just enough to make them pay attention to me lol. I have to confess I was a flirt and well a tease I kinda molded myself after a woman that was a family friend and a couple of family members and they were older. They were so feminine and classy and elegant and well I really wanted to be like that. It worked and I was definitely getting attention and I started to notice that guys were paying attention to me and then I started dating and well then I found that I really enjoyed sex. I found that there was a few sexual things I really enjoyed and I was hooked right from the first time. Like the first time I gave a guy a blowjob it was kinda acwerd but when he ended up cumming in my mouth I really enjoyed it and well I started to do it all the time and well i became skilled at it and yes I started to notice I enjoyed doing things most proper ladies probably wouldn’t do. As time went on I found I really enjoyed it a little rough and I was the one enchanting it most of the time. Well I started to become well known for my skills and I kinda figured it was time to try to settle down a little and I started dating one guy and well we ended up getting married. I married him right after we finished school. I had a few sexual partners before we got married and yes I was definitely a little experienced in some areas more than him but I did it anyway. I was doing good and well I ended up getting pregnant and before long I was a housewife and mother and was happy we ended up with three wonderful kids and everything was good. I was a stay at home housewife and mom and well after the kids started school I finally had some time to myself and well I started going to the park and walking or just reading a book or something. Well on day a guy came over and started talking to me and he just kinda started flirting with me. I kinda just said I was married and I really wasn’t interested. After he left I kinda started thinking about it I kinda was flattered because after the kids I was a little curvy now and well I was not as attractive as I use to be . Well after that I kinda started to fix myself up again I started warning makeup again and well I started dressing a little better and my husband started to notice and he started asking me about it . I told him I was trying to look good for him and well to be honest I was at that point but he ended up getting upset and accusing me of cheating on him. Well after that we kinda had our little arguments for a little while but we eventually worked it out. Then a about a year after that we ended moving because he got transferred to a new job and we ended up getting a double wide trailer and living in a trailer park. I have to admit I was a little shocked at first and I was definitely upset about it. I was not a city type of woman and well you know what they say about those places. Well after we move in I kinda started to get a few friends and I started going to a park to walk and well I ended up becoming friends with a few of my neighbors and things were starting to get better. Then he started to slow down in the bedroom and was working all the time and well i started getting a little lonely. We were arguing more and he started telling me I needed to get a job or something. I starting looking for a job and I found a part time job and well I really enjoyed it . My boss was a very nice woman and she was a smoker and we took our brakes together and well we both smoked Virginia Slims menthol but she smoked 120s and I smoked 100s I have since I started smoking because my mom did . I just kinda watched her and she looked so feminine and classy smoking them and well we started talking and she told me that she started smoking them about two years ago because they last longer and well she kinda laughed and said the guys love it. Then she said she saved money and that was the real reason. Then she asked me if I wanted to try one . I just kinda took it and I smoked it and well I ended up buying a pack on the way home and I started smoking them that day and I still do . I started to notice that guys were watching me at red lights and well everywhere even at home on the porch or in the yard and well I started getting that old feeling again. I didn’t know if it was because of what was happening between my husband and me or what but I was definitely getting attention and I was definitely enjoying it. Well I was still trying to control myself and well I was really lonely and one day I had a day off and I decided to go for a walk in the park. I was sitting on a bench and taking a break smoking a cigarette and this guy came over and started talking to me and well he started flirting with me and i really enjoyed it and he started asking me if he could walk with me. I told him that would be fine. We started talking and walking around and well we ended up going to a secluded picnic area and well I just kinda gave into my lust and before long I was going down on him cock and he was really into it and before long I was giving a total stranger a deepthroat blowjob and he was telling me he was going to cum. I just couldn’t control myself I made him cum in my mouth and wow I felt his cum shooting in the back of my mouth and I swallowed all of it. When I finished we fixed ourselves and we left. I got in my car and smoked a cigarette and thought to myself what did you just do. I felt so bad and dirty but I definitely liked it. Well after that I was good for a while but as the month went by I was definitely getting a little lonely and well yes I was getting horny. I starting thinking about the day in the park and remembering the old days. See my husband was never into the stuff I was before we got married he didn’t like rough sex I tried to get him to do it but he just wouldn’t. He never liked the blowjobs I loved he never allowed me to give him a deepthroat blowjob he got mad and called me names when I did it . Well I started smoking the 120s he started calling me names again but I didn’t say anything. I was really getting to the point were I was getting urges I needed to satisfy my desire and the lust that has been hiding inside me for years. The sexual beast inside me was coming back and I was afraid to release it. I tried to spice things up in the bedroom and again I was denied and called names. After that things started to happen I was walking around the trailer park and well I noticed my neighbor a couple of doors down was watching me and well I kinda thought to myself I would play a little game and see what happens. The next day I put on a pair of leggings and a sports bra and a lose top and went for my walk and well i really had his attention. I ended up going over and talking to him and he was so freaking excited i could see the bulge in his shorts. I asked him if he wanted to come over and hang out or something and he said yes. We ended up in my living room and well it didn’t take long before we were on the couch and I was sucking his cock. This time was different because I just couldn’t control myself he released the beast hidden inside me. He ended up pulling down my leggings and panties and he started trusting his cock deep inside me and yes it felt so freaking amazing I started telling him to fuck me and he gave it to me. We were like two wild animals and before long he started telling me he was going to cum. I told him I wanted him to cum in my mouth. I dropped to my knees and as soon as he pushed his cock in my mouth i felt his cum shooting in the back of my mouth and throat and I loved it I swallowed all of it. He started telling me how good I was and well his wife was about to come home so he had to leave. I smoked a cigarette and thought well I guess that i was going crazy or something. I tried to stop but I couldn’t stop the best was out . Well a few days later I went to football practice with my son and well I ended up noticing that the couch was kinda looking at me and well I kinda started to look at him and he texted all the parents on a group text about things all the time but that night he private texted me and asked if it was okay if we could talk privately. I looked over and well he was passed out and well I just kinda thought what the heck and texted him back sure. He started telling me that he noticed that I was there tonight. I said yes I was thinking of trying to come more often. He texted me back and said I hope you do because I liked seeing you there tonight. I texted him back and asked him why would you say that. He texted me back and said I have always liked seeing you every since singn ups and to be honest I know you are married but i really think you are so beautiful and I would like to get to know you better. I texted him back and said okay well I think i will come more often and yes I am but I think we can get to know each other a little better . Then he texted me back and said just friends i don’t want you to get the wrong idea. I think we can be friends and yes even really good friends. Then he texted me back and said see you tomorrow night. Well the next day I got ready and well I put on a skirt and top and i made sure to put on makeup and fixed my hair and I was definitely a little edgy for football practice but I definitely wanted to see if he was really trying to get with me. I kept looking and he was really checking me out and believe me he was really into me . Especially when I smoked a cigarette i noticed he would move to get to were he could see me smoking and well I started thinking about it . Well that night I was home in bed alone and he started texting me. This time though we kinda started to get a little more intense. He started telling me how beautiful I looked and how much he liked it when I was there. I texted him back and I started to ask him more direct questions i asked him if he liked the skirt I wore and he said yes and I asked him if he enjoyed watching me and if he wanted me to wear something else like that for him. He texted me back and said okay you got me are you Okey with that or is your husband there with you. I texted him back and said he is out of town and I did that for you so if you didn’t like it I understand i kinda played a little game with him to see . He texted me back apologizing and said he really liked it. Then I texted him back and asked him if there was anything else he liked it was kinda playing with him to see what would happen. He said he that I was a very sexy woman and very sexy. I texted him back and asked what you stopped tell me I will understand i won’t tell anyone I can’t. He texted me back and said okay I hope you don’t think I am a creep or something but I have a little thing for a woman that smokes and you. I texted him back and said I know what you’re saying and I smoke 120s. He said I have to admit I have been attacked to you since the first time we met and it is even worse now I just can’t get you out of my mind. I texted him back and said okay I have to confess I have been flirting with you for a reason and well Friday my son is going to his grandparents and well if you want we could talk or something. He texted me back and said okay. Thursday night I kinda flirting with him i kinda wore a dress and makeup and it probably wasn’t something for football practice it showed a little more cleavage than normal but the other father’s liked it as well and I am the only mom there so . Well that night we started texting and things started getting very exciting between us. I asked him if he wanted me to wear anything special for him and he said just please show up after awhile we were joking and just kinda trying to settle ourselves down a little and well he mentioned he would like a picture of me . Well I ended up giving him one but he was definitely surprised. I went into the bathroom and lite up a cigarette and took a picture of me in just my bra and panties smoking a cigarette. He finally texted me back and said you are the sexest woman ever i can’t wait till tomorrow. Then I texted him back and asked him what we were doing. He texted me back and said if you keep sending me pictures like that we are coming back to my house . I texted him back and said that’s Okey with me why wast time we will have more time together. He texted me back and said are you serious. I texted him back and said its been a long time since a man has satisfied my needs and I need it . We started talking about what we liked and he asked me ani just told him the truth. Well we ended up for the night and I was so freaking horny I ended up sneaking into the bathroom and pleasing myself with my little vibrating friend. Well the next day I couldn’t wait i finally got ready and I put on a skirt and a very sexy lacy bra and a top that showed a little of it and i even wore a pair of heels and went. I ended up sitting in the car and waiting practice was over and my son left with my parents and I was waiting. He came over and started talking to me as everyone else left. I 2as smoking a cigarette and he was definitely excited he had a bulge in his shorts and i wanted to just go for it right there and then. He was looking down at me and he was definitely looking down my top and i smile and said anything down there interest you. He said yes I want to see them out of that top and bra . After everyone left he got in my car and we started kissing but not a lovers kiss a kiss of lust and desire our tongues were exploring each other and we were touching each other and it didn’t take me long before I had his shorts down and was playing with his cock. I kinda looked around on the internet and saw a few sites about smoking fetish stuff and well I kinda blew his mind I looked up at him and lite up a cigarette and started giving him a blowjob. He was going crazy telling me how beautiful I was and well after a few seconds I was all the way down on his cock. He started really getting into it and he gave me something I wanted and haven’t had in a long time. He started pushing me down on his cock and before long he started trusting his cock my mouth and throat and wow it was so freaking amazing he started telling me that he was going to cum then he started grunting and I knew what was happening and I pulled off a little and I felt his cum shooting in the back of my mouth and throat and I loved it. We finished and we kinda fixed ourselves and we started to his house. We got to his house and as soon as we got in the house we started again. The lust inside us came out and we were both all over each other. He pulled off my top and bra and got to see my boobs and he said they are all i imagined and went to work on them. Then he just pushed me against the wall and pulled off my panties and started trusting his cock deep inside me and yes it felt so amazing. We were going crazy. We ended up on the floor and we were both very into it and I ended up on top of him I rode him hard. He ended up cumming inside me and we finally made it to the bedroom. We smoked a cigarette and well we started again and we were going so hard the bed almost broke. This time he ended up cumming in my mouth again. Well after that we had sex a few more times but we kinda went different ways. After that my sexual appetite started to grow out of control. I started meeting guys on the internet and social media platforms. It was a couple of months after the fling with the couch that I started talking to a guy and well it was a friend of a friend and I kinda started it we ended up kinda sexting and well we ended up meeting and going to a motel. We started to just talk a little bit but I just couldn’t control myself the next thing I knew I was taking off my pants and pulled off my panties and shirt and he just laid me down and starting giving it to me and it was so freaking amazing I wanted it and I started telling him to fuck me harder and he did. I ended up getting on top of him and he was trusting his cock deep inside me as I rode him i ended up cumming all over his cock it was the first time in years I did that. We ended up doing it again and well I was definitely out of control. I ended up having sex with several guys and a bunch of strangers that I met in bars and well at the park or party’s or even just shopping. Then I got a job that helped me meet guys and stuff. I was working at a halfway home for men and well we had to take them places and stuff and yes I was definitely enjoying my job. The second night I worked i was working with a guy he was my trainer and after everyone was sleeping we were talking and smoking outside and he was telling me that on night shift all we had to do was kinda watch that nothing happened. I was really kinda into him and well a few nights later we were working together again and we were both very into each other and we had been texting each other and well we ended up in the empty room. He kinda came up behind me and I didn’t stop him he pulled down my pants and well he started playing with me and before long he was trusting his cock deep inside me and I was definitely enjoying it. Well after a few minutes I was telling him to fuck me hard and god i needed it. I started cumming and so did he . Well after that he just up and quit. After that I found out from a few of my other coworkers that they had flings with the guys that lived there and they were telling me that they were very willing to do so . Well I kinda thought about it but I didn’t know about it until one night I ended up taking a guy shopping and he was a very hot guy and well he finished his shopping and we started talking on the way back to the house. He started telling me that he needed to find a girlfriend because it had been two years since he was with a woman. Some of the guys are just out of prison or rehab so they are very horny. I didn’t know about that till I started i thought about quitting but I didn’t and I am glad I didn’t. Well I took him back and after lights out I ended up sneaking in his room. I got in bed with him and he started to say something. I just kinda looked at him and smiled and i touched his cock and asked him if I could help him with that. He was hard and so ready to go. I didn’t say anything else I just went down on him. I starting sucking his cock and he started pushing me down on his cock and I took all of it. He was amazed that I could do it and before long he started telling me that he was going to cum he started pushing me down on his cock and I felt his cum shooting in my mouth and throat and I took it. Well after that I sucked a few but then I ended up living out a fantasy that I never thought possible I have to admit I was very nervous and a little scared but after it happened I definitely wanted it again and I started doing it more often. It all started kinda by accident and well I kinda encouraged it i was working and the other ladies asked me to take one of the new guys to the store and well to be honest they were afraid of him . I agreed and took him he got in the van and he looked at me and said well aren’t you scared of me i am the big bad wolf. I smiled and said no why should I be . I lit up a cigarette and so did he and he said thanks everyone is afraid of me but I am not a bad person. I went to jail because I had a drinking problem and I got in trouble and well everyone acts like I am a murderer or something. I told him I was okay with him and he could talk to me anytime. He thanked me and well I have to admit he was one fine sexy black guy. Well after he finished shopping we started back and he started asking me about my self I told him about my self and well he started telling me how beautiful I was and that my husband was wrong for leaving me alone all the time. Then he said you need a man to take care of you and satisfy you. I smiled and said you are so right. Well after that we started talking and a few nights later we went shopping together again and well he started asking me if we could talk some more and I said yes and well I was working a double. We started talking and well we ended up going a little feather then we probably should have. We ended up going into the garage and well I ended up going down on him and he was so huge i took as much as I could and it was so freaking amazing I kept thinking I’m sucking a black guy. He started moaning and bucking and saying that he was going to cum. I didn’t stop I kept going and he started pushing his cock in my mouth and throat and I felt his cum shooting in the back of my mouth and throat and wow did he cum he almost blew the back of my head off but i didn’t lose a drop i swallowed all of it. Well after that we kinda started to have a little fun together and one night after a shopping trip we ended up having sex in the van on the way home I was the one that kinda started it and I ended up on top of him and it felt like his cock was going to tare me apart but I couldn’t stop myself I just went crazy. After that we ended up sleeping together every night. Well after he left I went back to the internet and social media and the first time was definitely a night to remember. I went to meet a guy and well I ended up in a bar and well I was supposed to meet a white guy and well he didn’t show up. Well after a while I was about to leave and then he came over and started talking to me he started telling me he noticed me sitting alone and he thought I needed some company. He was am older but very hot black guy i told him that my date stod me up and he kinda looked at me and said your married right. I finally explained my story and we were talking and well he started telling me how beautiful I was to be honest I was advertising I was wearing a very sexy dress and heels and the guy wanted me to wear lingerie so I had lingerie on under my dresss thigh highs and all .I was definitely getting attention and well I was definitely flirting with him and well I just kinda said do you want to go somewhere else to talk. We ended up in my car smoking a cigarette and he said you are so sexy sweetheart. I smiled and said you are so hot yourself. He started telling me I have been watching you since you came in and sweetheart you were definitely teasing a little. I smiled and said no advertising I don’t teas because I am looking to get the satisfaction I need . He kinda kissed me and our lust grew bigger and then he kinda pushed me down to his cock. I didn’t say anything I knew what he wanted i just undid his pants and pulled out his cock and he pushed me down on his cock. He started telling me to suck his cock and he started pushing me down on his cock and I was definitely enjoying myself. He started trusting his cock into my mouth and throat and wow it was so freaking amazing. He was telling me that he was going to give me his cum. Then he started telling me I was going to swallow his cum. He started moaning and bucking and then he started grunting and he pushed me down on his cock and he started cumming in my mouth and throat and I swallowed all of it. We finished and he said he wanted me to go to his place. I lit up a cigarette and I went to his car and went with him . We got in the door and as soon as we did he took off my dress and made me go to the bedroom. He laid me down on the bed and he started trusting his cock deep inside me. It was all the way inside me and I was begging him to fuck me. We were like two wild animals and before long I was on top of him and he started telling me to go harder I thought i was going to tare myself apart but I definitely wanted it. Then he flipped me over and started doing me again and I wrapped my legs around him and he was really trusting his cock deep inside me and he started asking me if I wanted him to cum inside me. I couldn’t believe what I was saying but I definitely was saying it I just saying yes please yes cum inside me please cum in me cum in me please. I was begging him to cum in ne . It didn’t take long before I felt his cum shooting deep inside me. I ended cumming myself and all over his cock several times. After that I kinda told my husband I was going on a weekend getaway and well I ended up going with him he took me to a resort and well we never really left the room he made me into a bbc lover and I still meet them today. I am still married and I still have my secrets. I started going on weekend getaways and yes I go to Los Vegas a couple of times a year and well he thinks I go alone I don’t.
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