Being A married mom of two no one would’ve guessed what was going on in my head.
I guess it stated one day as I watched Days of our Lives on the TV. One of the women on the show plays a married woman, but she is having an affair with this black man. It just did something in my mind watching, as they kissed with him taking her clothes off made me wetter then I have been in some time. I had go and get on the bed and pullout my dildo getting off 3 times, as I closed my eyes dreaming it was some good looking black man fucking me. God I can’t remember the last time I came from my wham bam husband but my fantasy had me coming hard.
That night in bed next to my husband I wondered if I could have a black lover, and how my husband would react to his wife who never asked for sex, and never like to talk about sex. I was raised that sex is something you never talked about. So now I have these thoughts in my head, and just about every time I go out to shop and I see a black man my head starts wondering what kind of lover he would be, and by the time I get home, and before I even put the frozen away I have to wash myself and change my panties.
But when I saw this adult book store I wondered what may be like inside of that store. I was driving when these black men walked out of the door, and if not for my car braking on it’s own, I would’ve ran into a pickup truck in front of me. I had to get it together and maybe I should see someone about this problem I seem to be having because this isn’t right. When I got home I got on the computer to look up sex therapist, I swear that’s what I was going to do, but for some reason I typed ‘ black men doing married white women.’ For the next 3 hours I rubbed myself raw with my fun spot so sore I could hardly walk. I know I need help.
Then my boys got home from school my youngest asking if something happened, because I looked upset. I lied and said everything was fine, as in my head my thoughts were on those videos of women much like myself, in their mid to late 20s with still having a body that can make men look twice, being fucked by these black guys, and some look like they could be gang bangers. I have to get help before I do something stupid. A week later I still hadn’t gone to see a therapist and hadn’t even called one, but this time I used google on my phone to look up a therapist, as I called and made a appointment to see a women therapist the next day.
When I got to the office I was given a form to fill out by this girl who maybe 18, looking like a barbie doll. I hoped she didn’t get to read the part about why I was there. I handed her back the form, and as I sat I seen her eyebrows go up as she typed what I had wrote into a computer. When she told me I could go in, she give me this smile that had me wanting to rip that smile off her goddam face. Then I seen the therapist who turned out to be a black woman maybe in her 30s, she had a picture of this hot man in her desk.
I sat down with her reading on her computer she then said ” Sweetheart, I know he is a very good looking man, but he is my man, so don’t go getting any ideas, OK?” I know my face had turn red due to the heat I felt. Her and I talked with me not holding anything back even about rubbing myself raw watching videos. She told me that around 20% of married white women like myself would have fantasies about black men in their adult lifetime, but for most it’s just curiosity, and it passes when their husband or boyfriend stand up to the plate so to speak. But what I was saying seemed to be way beyond that, and if things didn’t change then I was going to act on my fantasies which could destroy my marriage. I knew she was right, but what could I do? She told me to come back in a week.
Well on my way home not feeling any better at all, I went out of my way to go pass that adult book store I seen the black men leaving a couple weeks back. My boys wouldn’t be home for 4 more hours, and the housework was done, plus this was pizza night so I didn’t have to cook, so I went around the block stopping at the book store. I sat outside for maybe a hour seeing no go in or out, I wondered with only one other car if no one other then the worker was inside. I got out of my car going up the stairs seeing the doors were painted over so I couldn’t see in, so I took a deep breathe going inside.
There right behind the counter was this fit looking black man about my age, as I felt my legs go weak. I forced myself to look away, and there not 5 feet away was this dildo that was maybe a foot long, and so thick I”m sure it wouldn’t fit in any woman. There was stuff that I couldn’t believe like whips, chains and these leather masks that would go over your whole head with only holes for your mouth, and so you could breathe. I saw a sign that said videos so I went over looking seeing that it looked like over half were black men with white women. I wanted to buy then all, when the guy behind the counter said ” If you buy some tokens, you can watch the videos behind that black curtain.”
I didn’t know if I should, but he then said ” There’s a couple bucks worth on me, then you can decided if you want to buy one or more.” He handed me the tokens pointing at the curtain. I wasn’t sure, but if I didn’t either leave or go somewhere soon, my wetness was going to be going down my legs. I hoped there was maybe a washroom back there, so I went in finding a bunch of door which seemed to be open for the most part, but I heard moaning with skin being slapping together with a woman saying ‘ give me that black fucking cock.’ On hind sight I should’ve turned around and left, but I had to see for myself so I opened a door finding a bench that maybe two people could sit on, and a place to put the tokens so I put them all in with a screen coming to life.
I went through some different titles before seeing a amateur one that show a woman naked sitting on a black man with her head thrown back as if she was coming. I hit play and maybe 5 minutes later my panties were on the floor and my dress was pulled up, as I was coming right along with the woman on the screen. I had my head thrown back with my eyes closed, as I came so fucking hard but I wish I had that dildo I saw out front. As I was coming down is when I saw a hole maybe 4 inches around in the wall, and about 6 inches of hard black cock coming through the hole.
I had ever seen a black cock in person in my life, and the moment my eyes seen it I wanted it. I tried, I really did, but I had to touch it. It was like touching velvet, hot hard velvet and so smooth, as my fingers wrapped partway around, but it was big enough my finger wouldn’t go all the way around, as I came just from jacking this huge cock with my one hand, when I knew I had to taste it. I bent over giving it a few licks before wrapping my lips around the head which was about all I could take. After only maybe a minute I tasted his pre-cum, and it was a little salty but not real bitter like my husband’s. I sucked and licked until my back got sore, as I began to wonder if he would fit in me.
I took my mouth off asking if he had a condom. He pulled back through the hole before coming back with a condom on. I thought ‘ girl, you are about to cheat on your husband if you do this.’ It was like I wasn’t in control of my body, as I got up turning around pushing my pussy on the black cock. For the longest time it didn’t seem it would to go in, then it’s like I opened enough for a couple inches to go in, and the feeling was like something I had never felt, as he pushed as I pushed back at him with him going in even farther. I felt my ass hit the wall as he started fucking me, as my orgasms just started coming one right after the other, as he was now against maybe my cervix which hurt, but it made me cum that much harder.
He pulled out as I cried ” Oh please, don’t stop. Please fuck me with that cock our yours.” He pushed back in me with my orgasm made me almost lose my grip on the wall in front of me. His cock felt different, but in a good way, as he fucked me with these long hard strokes before I heard him groan, then push in hard and stop moving other then his cock jumping around inside of me, as he filled his condom. I wanted so bad to taste his cum, to have him shot his cum in my mouth and that’s something I never wanted with my husband.
Oh fuck my husband. I just cheated on my husband who yes is a dud in bed, but he is the man I love as the black cock that was inside of me pulled out. I couldn’t move my legs because they were like rubber from the best fucking I had ever had in my life, as I stood there waiting for my legs to stop shaking. The screen went black as I forgot the video was even playing. I found my dripping wet panties pulling then up heading for the curtain and my car. As I got into the main part of the store the guy behind the counter had this smile, and looked to be sweating, but I had to go, so I got in my car heading home feeling like he had came in me.
After our second child my husband went and got snipped, so I’m not on any birth control but he had a condom on, so what I am feeling had to be all me running down my legs. At home I had enough time to get into the bathroom seeing a whitish fluid coming from me, as I thought it had to be from me, only because I seen the condom. I washed up pulling on a clean pair of panties with a pad before I changed my clothes. I’m sure what I saw had to be all mine unless maybe the condom broke, no he would’ve told me, I’m sure. But I think to be on the safe side, if I go back I will get and carry condoms with me. I wonder what my therapist will say if I tell her what I did after seeing her.
That night I had to get up twice to rub myself off, as I remembered the feeling of having him inside of me. I asked my husband in the morning if he was going to take the boys to see his parents like he has done the last two years, on this long weekend. He said that he didn’t understand why I wouldn’t just forgive his mom. Well I wasn’t about to forgive some fucking old woman for telling me I am nothing more than a slut, and not good enough for her son. Well fuck her. He said he was planning on going Thursday morning. As he said that I felt myself getting wet, as I thought about the book store filled my mind.
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