Hello. I am 17 years old and I have a rape fantasy. I’m so ashamed of this, but I really want to be fucked by force. I’m also very afraid of being raped. It might seem strange to you that both of these things happen at the same time. I was raped when I was little more than my current age. And it traumatized me. I can’t forget the day I was forcibly fucked.
I am a really beautiful girl. Especially these days, I am subjected to a lot of harassment, because I am girl who is 170, has a good body and dresses in mini dresses. I colored my hair red but now it is mixed red, brown, and ginger. But I like it. Even though I want to walk away and am scared when this happens, part of me thinks I deserve it.
I am truly sorry for the trauma I have experienced. A part of me wants to talk to a professional for support. A therapist or counselor might be able to provide me with emotional and psychological support. After all, they are specially trained for these situations. But another part of me thinks that women are just sexual objects and that my therapist too will not be interested in my mental health. I feel like a disposable doll that is only supposed to make men happy.
I think I want to live this experience again. Being fucked by force. With a painful man who doesn’t care about my words. At the same time, I’m scared and sometimes I think I don’t deserve it. I’m so confused.
I would love to hear other men’s rape stories. There may be stories where you rape a girl. I want to hear your private fantasies and chat. Please leave a contact account like Snapchat in the comments.
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