I’m 58 married and always been straight. I’ve had some women in my life and loved the sex. My wife is great, still at 60 is the same size and weight as when we married in our mid 20s. She does whatever kink I’ve wanted, thought of a couple on her own. She regularly will take my cock up her ass, her mouth, her pussy, in between her still very firm C cup tits. As with most guys, when younger I have had men who hit on me. College teacher, a coach in college, and a couple of actors I worked with a lot. But I was never interested so never did anything.
Now, I’ve been thinking about those times, and those guys, wondering what it would have been like to let them have sex with me. The first two I know were tops, and wanted to get sucked, and wanted to fuck me. Both took liberties of grabbing my ass cheeks a few times. I think one of the actors was a total bottom, very feminine too, and the other, though femme I think he fucked and got fucked. It’s been over a year now and I keep wondering what it would be like to suck a cock and to get fucked. I am not really interested in being the top, I have my wife who is an incredible cocksucker who loves cum, and she is a helluva fuck, anal, pussy, mouth, tits. I have been watching more gay porn, I especially like two guys out in the woods one of them bending over getting fucked.
I really wonder what it would be like. I’ve secretly when wife has been gone a few days at a time, taken vibrators and somewhat painfully got them up my ass. Once they turn on though, the pain ends. I can now move one of her dildos that is about an inch and a half thick, all the way up my ass and move it in and out like I’m getting fucked.
I want to try things with another man, or to me just another cock.
I’m thinking if I do this, I might find a shemale whose cock is functional. I think it might be good to have a woman on top of me, but a cock fucking me or me sucking her cock.
I’ve not done anything yet, but I really want to do something. I’m scared of catching an STD or something though, and for some reason I definitely want at least my first few times getting fucked and sucking cock to be without a condom. I want to feel the cum spurting into my mouth from a cock I’m sucking, or feel the cock push in to my ass to the max and shooting cum inside me. I want to feel it slowly leaking out of my used hole.
I fucked my wife in her ass last night, and as I was coming thought about what it must feel like for her, how I want to know that feeling.
Desire is strong, but fear right now is stronger.
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