I have to get myself off to my anal fantasy because my husband won’t!
I think this might be more of a confession instead of a full length story.
I was brought up Mormon and met my husband at church. We were married when i was 21 and he was 22 and we have only ever had sex with each other. He has an average cock about 6” and medium girth.
We’ve been married for 4 years now and i think the sex is good, but it’s very vanilla. I have heavily hinted at trying some different things but, he’s always shot this down. He won’t even try oral, receiving or giving. We usually have sex once a day. The most exciting it gets is when we’re in doggy position.
I’ll be honest, i have a fascination with anal porn and love watching it when i’m alone to get myself off. (As well as lesbian, but that’s not relevant to this story) When i brought up potentially trying this with my husband he actually laughed because he thought i was joking then said more seriously that it was a sin.
Little does he know that i purchased my first dildo an 8” neon pink thing. I so desperately wanted my ass fucked that one evening when he was out home teaching i found some anal porn got my dildo out and situated my self in the bathroom. I rubbed my pussy and fingered my ass a little, i was wet and excited. I positioned my self over my dildo and carefully lowered my self onto it feeling it push through into my tight hole. I kept going till my ass had swallowed the length of it. I felt full and strange, but i watched the porn and imagined it was this porn stars dick and bounced in sync.
I came with this neon dick in my ass and it was the best orgasm I’ve ever had and i had it alone!
Well one thing led to another and i found myself on websites talking to other men, the things they said to me made me insanely wet with desire and i ended up sharing photos back and forth with a couple different men. I even fucked my own ass with my dildo for these strangers. I felt so hot having them watch me. They made me feel so sexy and desirable. Even though i have never met them in real life i think this might be cheating but i can’t help going back to them over again. Even fantasising about them while my husband fucks me.
I don’t really know what i want from posting this? Maybe getting it off my chest but, I’m actually terrified i’ll be stuck having vanilla sex for the rest of my life and never experience a big cock.
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