Recently I’ve been behaving inappropriately with my 14 year old disabled son, and I don’t think I can stop.
I recently became sexually infatuated with my 14 year old disabled mentally challenged son, Eric.
He’s unable to walk by himself, feed himself, wash himself, and his communication is minimal, communicating only with smiles, laughter or tears.
I’m his mother and have taken care of him his whole life, as any mother would, and there’s never been a problem, until now.
I’ve changed and washed him a million times throughout his life, but one day quite recently I was bathing him when he suddenly got an erection, I guess his teenage hormones had finally kicked in, and he was sat there in the bath in his harness with a boner, it was about 4 maybe 4 and half inches long.
I wasn’t expecting it to happen that soon, he doesn’t even have hair on his balls yet, they’re still like little walnuts, so when I suddenly saw the eye of his cock staring up at me it came as quite a shock, “Oh – Okay, that’s unexpected – Look at that.” I said to him, though he had no idea what I was talking about as he sat splashing the water with his hands.
As I washed him with the sponge I did my best to avoid that area but after 10-minutes it was still there, I tried squeezing cold water on to it from the sponge hoping it would go away but it didn’t, and it was just taking my attention all the time, I couldn’t stop looking at it.
I gave up and hoisted him out of the tub and swung him over to his bed, I laid him down and it was still there, pointing right up, it wasn’t laid flat over his belly like most mens I’ve seen, his was pointing right up towards the ceiling and twitching.
I covered it with a blanket and left the room for a few minutes to try and get my thoughts away from it, and when I returned it was still bloody there, it was irritating me and I decided something needed to be done, I’d taken care of all his other needs throughout his life, this was just another of his needs that I needed to help him with, “We need to take care of this don’t we.” I said to him, so I put on a rubber glove from the medicine cupboard, poured baby oil over it and then slid my hand underneath the blanket.
I located and gripped his shaft, it was solid as a rock, then I started tugging on it gently, Eric laughed, “Don’t laugh, you naughty boy.” I said to him playfully with a smile, I could tell that he could feel what I was doing, he liked the sensation of it but didn’t understand it, in his mind he thought Mommy was just playing silly with him or tickling him.
After a few minutes he made a sound I’d never heard him make before, a light grunt, “Ung”, followed by a smile, that’s’ when I felt his little cock swell and his sperm pump out, I continued to tug and squeeze his cock until it started to soften, “There we go – All done now. My good little boy.” I said.
When I pulled my hand out from under the blanket it was covered in his white sperm, I was surprised at the amount, it was a lot, I cleaned his cock with a baby-wipe and then dressed him and we went about our day as normal.
That night when my son was sleeping I couldn’t stop thinking about what happened that morning, I just couldn’t get it out of my mind, and I felt shame and I cried.
The next morning I was giving him his daily bath and once again he got an erection, it happened on its own before I’d even touched him, so it wasn’t my fault, I guess like most teenage boys hes just going to keep waking up in the morning with a boner.
And once again I dealt with it, I ‘relieved him’.
This went on for over a week, every morning, jerking off my boy after his bath.
The sight and feel of his hard cock stuck in my mind and it began to have an effect on me when I was in bed at night, it turned me on thinking about it and I’d masturbate myself to sleep while thinking about it, I love my boy but I shouldn’t love him in a sexual way, but that is what was happening, I was thinking of him in a sexual way instead of a motherly way.
After a couple weeks of jerking him off daily, I’d started doing it without the blanket over him, so I could watch his cock twitch, throb and ejaculate all over my hand, I had even stopped wearing the glove and was doing it bare handed, I loved the feel of his thick warm sperm dribbling down my hand and between my fingers, it was a thick gooey mess, but I liked it.
One morning after jerking him off, as I walked over to the sink to wash my hand I suddenly stopped and stared at my sperm glazed fingers and then I put my fingers in to my mouth and tasted it, it was heavenly, warm and salty with a hint of sweetness, “Mmm – That tastes good.” I said softly to myself as I licked my hand clean.
After tasting my boys beautiful seed I was hooked, that first taste just made me want more.
The next morning I had already decided what I was going to do, after lifting him from the bath tub and placing him on his bed, I rigged up a blanket like a screen placed above his waist so he couldn’t see what I was doing, “Ok, time for Mommy to deal with this again.” I said playfully.
While he couldn’t see me I leaned down and I slipped his cock in to my mouth, it was so smooth and hard, I enjoyed the sensation of it sliding over the top of my tongue, I swirled my tongue around his swollen tip, locked my lips around his shaft and began to suck it up and down, I pushed my lips all the way down his shaft until they touched his hairless little balls and the tip of his cock was twitching at the back of my throat.
Then I opened my mouth and tucked my lower lip under his balls, taking both of them in to my mouth with his cock, I had his entire boyhood in my mouth, flicking his balls with my tongue, then I sucked repeatedly up and down his shaft, gripping it with my lips, a few minutes later he let out a short grunt, “Ugh!” and I felt his cock swell as he shot his seed in to my mouth, the first few blasted to the back of my throat and then the rest drizzled on to my tongue, it was so warm and delicious, “Mmm – Mmmmmm.”
I sucked his little balls completely dry, keeping his cock in my mouth until it had completely shrunk and drained of every drop, “Mmmmm.”
When I stood back up straight I looked at him, he was smiling, that made me happy because it showed he enjoyed the sensation of me sucking his cock, “That’s my good boy.” I said happily to him, “You liked that didn’t you, yes you did.”
I started doing it at night as well, I’d suck his young beautiful cock after putting him to bed and let him feed me his seed, but I wanted more and more and to help him get ‘excited’ I replaced the cartoons on his TV with pornographic videos, he couldn’t tell the difference, but his body could, and as he watched the college girls on TV getting fucked by lots of men, he got another boner, and I milked it again, and again, sometimes 3-4 times a night, I quickly learnt that young boys have a lot of stamina.
I’d been milking my son for over a month when one night I took it to the next level, I cross a big line.
After putting him in to his bed that night, I set up the blanket screen so he couldn’t see what I was doing, and I took off my robe, I’d already stripped naked prior to putting him to bed.
As the porn played on the TV, he watched and got a wonderful boner, I climbed up on to the bed, with the blanket screen in place he could only see my head, I looked down at him, “Hello.” I said playfully, he smiled and laughed, “Are you watching TV? – You TV, Mommy is going to make you smile. Yes I am.”
I straddled him then reach down and guided the tip of his cock between my legs, rubbing his smooth tip over my dripping wet slit, then I pushed it inside me and slowly lowered myself on to it, “Uh – Uuuu.” I gasped quietly, feeling his shaft stretch my pussy open, “Good boy, watch TV – There we go.”
Then I started to ride it, letting it slowly sink in deeper, “Is Mommy bouncing? – Bouncy Bouncy.” I said playfully, her smiled and laughed, his cock wasn’t as thick as a mans but it did the job, stretched my pussy and rubbed against my inner walls perfectly, “Mmmm.”
I rode him for a few minutes and then felt it swell inside me as he grunted again, “Ung!”, before the wonderful sensation of his sperm splashing against my inner walls, “Oooh – Mmmmmm.”, I heard him laugh, “Did you like that? – Mommy bouncing.” I said.
His cock flopped out of me as I lifted myself up, his cock covered in a glaze of my pussy juice and his sperm, I went down and licked it all off his cock, “So good – Mmmm.”
I’ve jerked him, sucked him and now fucked him, more than once.
Am I doing a good thing for him, or should I be ashamed?
I’m trying to stop but I can’t.
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