It happened Last month, It was a normal day after school getting a shower, getting my clothes after I showered

This happened last month.
I came home from school my mom cleans house for the elderly lady next door so she’s not home when I get home but she’s just next door. I walked in and in the kitchen was pizza and coke, so I went to take a shower. I went straight to the bathroom and locked the door and took my clothes off, I sit down on the toilet and within seconds I was pissing, I stood up and flushed and turned on the shower and got in, I washed my hair then I washed my face, neck, shoulder’s, titties, arms, belly, mound, pussy, legs, ass, and feet. I then got the scrubber and washed my back. I got out drying off then went to my room, I have those under bed drawers and clothes are always falling out under my bed, I hate those things but when you don’t have much storage you take what you can get. Well I bent down and was reaching back under my bed getting about five pairs of panties that fell out of the drawer, our dog which is a black lab came up behind me and sniffed my ass and before I could move her was on me, I’m small so when he jumped on me he actually pushed me farther under the bed and before I could move or even try to wiggle back out he was inside me just thrusting like he was gone crazy I was hollering at him but he didn’t care, by this time blood was running down my legs from my virginity and then this massive knot swelled inside me and he was stuck there, he turned positioning himself butt to butt with me, his cock still stuck inside me, we sit there, I was stunned and literally in shock because I had no idea what was going on and then after about 20 minutes his cock come out and I collapsed, blood was all over my legs and belly, my pussy was red with blood and I thought I was bleeding to death, I went back to the shower and I showered for over an hour, I bled for two days almost three days before finally stopping.

I figure I’ll get questions so I’ll go ahead and answer some now

Have i let my dog fuck me again since then? No

Did you like when your dog raped you? I wouldn’t say I hated it but I didn’t like it neither, maybe if I wasn’t in shock and then scared to death my mom would walk in at that moment then maybe I would feel different about it

And the question I get on almost every other site:
Do you masturbate? If so how often? Yes I’m a normal person even though I’m a dwarf yes I masturbate and I do it usually twice a day morning and night.

I just started getting into porn and stuff after I was raped by my dog so any suggestions for good porn let me know